Forgive me~

The sun shone in fierce
brighten up every angle of the earth
but will it ever light up my life?

I've tried to please you
but I screwed up each time
There's no use for regret
Upon all the things I've done

And I hope, and I pray
I could fix all my flaws
but then I can only dream
dreaming for a better end

To God I seek for forgiveness
but forgiveness from you meant the most
my dear, I know it's over
but the wound will always bleed~

Thankful~

today i realize my life isn't really bad after all..
i'm one of the most lucky person in this world..
most people didn't have a chance to meet their family..
most importantly their real parents..
i'm thankful that i'm with them since my birth..
even for a short separation got me miss them like crazy..
to those who still have their family and people they love by their sides,
please appreciate them..
we will never know when we will lose them..
love them tenderly..
treat them wisely..
most importantly,
let them know how valuable they are to you..
trust me, they really want to know it..

Leave Me Alone!!!

why won't they just leave me alone?
stop bugging my life..
please.
i've had enough..
i'm tired off all this crap..
STOP!
i just wanna live my life peacefully..
i know all mistakes i've done..
i know all flaws i spit to your life..
and i definitely had learned my lesson, in a hard way..
now, please, cut it all out..
PLEASE.....

The Wind~

I love wind..
i love when the wind blows my hair and hits my face gently..
i wish the wind will also blow all my problems and sorrows away..
leaving peace and calm feeling..
all those thoughts haunting me..
keeping me in misery..
if only the wind can blow me away..
away from this life..
this misery life of mine...